Hey Everyone!!!  Just thought i might say wassup even though no one really looks at xanga anymore.  Here are some recent pics of my and my boyfriend of 4 years!!!  and our friend and his newborn!!  life is great!!!  Well i just thought i might post some recent pictures.   If anybody ever comes out to hawaii let me know!!!  i'd love to see you people!!!

This is the Nuuanu Reservoir one of 2 fresh water fisheries in Oahu...

Me and my screwed up farmer's tan....

My bf Jimmy's catfish he caught and the reservoir

me looking all zombie like...

our bucket full of catfish....

early morning at the reservoir

I am soooo sorry to all of you who care and worried...i'm doing good.  sorry for the late update...jonathan...thanx for calling all the time, you are the one person who really makes the biggest effort to keep in touch.  Carole...i miss you i love you and will write you a personal msg on your xanga....

So for everyone's information...on my last entry i talked about my jimmy :).  we are still happily together but unfortunately he's gone for three weeks right now and it is one of the hardest times that i've had to go through...alone...but it's all good.  September would make three years.  :)

As for myself, i'm still working with seattle's best coffee...i run the place dude!!! i'm the boss!!! i do what i want!!! hehe...kind of...not really though.   I've lost 35lbs since the picture on my xanga...i wish i could put a new one on but i dont have a way to get the picture on the computer at the moment...um....I'm still in hawaii...i still live w/ jimmy...i'm not homeless anymore...i'm healthy...i'm happy....i actually think this is been the happiest time of my life with the exception of being in korea when i was young with all of you that i went to school with...gosh...those were the days...hehe...

Christina Wysocki...hope you havent forgotten about me...i read you xanga from time to time ...i just dont get a chance to respond...i'm sorry...(that goes for everyone)

OH!! ANYONE....so...i dont really speak to my mother...for those of you who know me pretty well, you know why, but i was wondering if anyone has talked to my brother recently?  i think he's in korea and i'd like to say hi to him once in a while, but only my mom talks to him...so...if anyone knows a way i can get in touch w/ him that'd be great....kind of funny i'm asking my friends for a way to contact my own brother....i'm dumb...but i miss him

So i dont have a my space page but i was going through everyone else's ...something i'm so sad to hear.  catherine koroki...i hope you R.I.P...i havent forgotten about you...i dont know what happen, but i know you're with God...

Jonathan, if you read this, may i ask you a favor.  If you talk to JR (pate) on myspace, could you give him my email address or ask him if i could have his...i'd really like totalk to him and have so much to tell him...mine is marshmen@hawaii.edu   i ask you cuz you're the only one that's been talking to me regularly and i dont know who else to ask. 

I miss you all so much and who'sever name i didnt mention specifically, dont worry...i dont forget my friends...i love you all and take care....UNTIL NEXT TIME>.....:)

So i guess it's been a while, again.  Things are starting to look up.  Jimmy finally started his job and he'll be opening up his new shop soon.  He will have his own business and he's so young still!  and with me getting my new job, we should be able to move soon. 

We went to D&B the other day.  We did that "morphosis" thing where you take a picture w/ your partner and see what you're future kid looks like.  It was funny...hehe, and the funny thing is, the picture of "our kid" looked like the kind of babies that fun in jimmy's family line.  hehe.  It was funny.  Fun though. 

Today Jimmy's at work and i'm at home.  I get to wait here patiently all day. But that's okay! :)  Well i better get going now.  But before i do...this is for my loved ones and my ChiCago...I love you so much.

You know with every day that passes i pray to god I'll never forget who you are.
You mean everything to me.
I love you

I Pray...
You were in my dream
Before i even knew there was a you and me,
Now i can't wait to see your smile,
When i wake up each day,
It makes it worth while
With the kinda love you plant inside,
Specially with a heart so empty as mine.
All your soft tenderness is the one thing that i don't wanna miss.

I pray,
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray,
That i feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget our love,
I pray,
When i close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray,
That i see you in another life,
I pray that you still by my side.
Oh i pray.

Everything that you give to me,
Only comes in a fantasy,
It seems like life goes by so fast,
But in this time i wanna make it last. 
I hate that we live to die,
But only God knows why
We all have a purpose,
And to see you again it'll be worth it.

I wish that i could stop time,
I wish that i could rewind,
To the very begining of every second of my life.
To ask God on my hands and knees,
To never let me forget all my special memories.
See i'm only promised today,
And if it's my time to go,
I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away,
So one last time
Let me open my eyes.
To see what my life used to be like.
Oh God.

i hope that all our good times are cherished and remembered.

hey everyone.  sorry i havent posted in a long time, but i'm still here.  these past seven months have been the most happiest yet stressful time of my life.  it's hard for me to explain but if you dont see me or talk to me in a while, dont worry i'm still here.  i just want to let all of my friends know that i'm sorry i havent called or kept in touch.  i'm having a hard time now but i'm getting through it.  so if you wanna talk...lve a msg, i'll respond sooner or later.

thanx

tanya

Hm...everyone's at work...i just got back from work, i just cleaned the house, and took a shower.  ahhh...time to relax!! :)  so i think i start back up at tb on wednesday but i still gotta go hand in my papers and get my schedule.  i need to do that asap but i really dont wanna walk down there.  it's way to hot and way to far.

on another note...my ex leaves tomorrow to basic.  it's nothing significant to the point where i'm sad or anything but i just wanted to acknowledge that.  Goodbye, and have a nice life. 

okay...so chicago and them should be home in about 10 min...i hope everyone had a good day cuz i'm about to knock someone out if they didnt.  if sommeone starts being a bitch, i'm thru with all this bullshit.

g/g for now...